I REALLY HOPE U WILL UNDERSTAND..

i dn't know wht suppose i write rght now.. i also dn't know what's my feeling right now.. i'm sory.. i know u boring with me.. but i never mean to make u boring honey.. i'm very busy stdying this year.. i go to college for study not for meeting other gurl.. why u dn't trust me.. i never lie u.. all the time i know is i always want to be with u.. but i dn't know what's in your mind? 


did i had do sumthing wrong before with u? the question is WHY U DN'T TRUST ME??? CAN U TRUST ME AS I TRUST YOU BEFORE?? i know.. u have no confident with me.. i really know that..but i keep quite.. i never ask u.. coz i dn't want we fight again.. this year i try to change for u.. for our relationship.. but u dn't see that.. i dn't know what i want to say anymore.. 


all my words juz a rubbish for u.. no point for what i;m talking about.. it juz waste ur tyme hear for my words.. reading all my writting.. yeah i know that really waste ur tyme for hear this words again and again.. but what should i say?? i dn't have the power to change all this life.. u think i like to live my life like this??


 i never ask Allah to make this thing happen.. i never ask to born as busy like this.. the things that always ask from Allah is i want 
to be eppy with my my sweetheart and to spending all my time juz for u.. that was what i ask evryday from Allah.. ATIKAH


u also say.. trust is the main the of the relationship.. now why? why u dn't trust me? why dn't u understand me?? i really hope u understand me.. all i do is for us.. for our future not juz my future.. that the really thing i wn't u to understand..but.. nevermind.. if u already boring with me.. 


i know i cn't make u eppy.. juz find other boy that u always cn meet him,,pleaz forget me n go find other better boys that will make u eppy.. not find the stupid boy like me..i'm sory for not make u eppy.. n i'm sory for hurting u.. but.. believe me.. i never mean that.. gud bye.. 

MY FIRST DAY

yo sume! hehe.. k nary aku nk cter lh first day aku pt kolej untuk thun nie uh x kn thun lps plk hehe.. style x koley aku bkak sme nan tarikh bdak2 bkak skola? bgos2 hehe.. so aku pn dpt lh rse sme cm diorg cumer aku nie laen skit lh sbab aku da abg2 yg diorg aru adk2 hehe suke hati aku jerr ckp org adk2.. tp btol pew kn3?? haha k uh back to the point yea nary start kolej x de lh gempak sngt biase2 jew.. 


aku cdey uh aku da pndah kls laen lh plk.. yea mmg aku move to better class tp rse cm x bez plk tnggal kwn2 lmer yg aku da biase sme2 kn.. tp x pe lh my FIANCEE IKA told me that's common for the first day right?? lmer2 aku biase lh tuu n lmer2 ntah2 tp kwan bru bez2 lg smpai  da x nk blek rmh pew nk g kolej jerr haha that my fiancee words lh kn3 syg? hehe..yea aku pn harap gtu lh..


 aku hrap sngt aku dpt sesuaikan dri scepat yg mngkin =)  aku rse itu jerr kowt cyter aku nary lgpun kn mmg x bnyk lh aku nk cter aru first day kn.. so aku hrap2 hari2 yg akn dtg akn jd lebih gempak dn gerek wt aku insyaallah =) gtg now all. read my next post yea by: SYED AFIZAN HAFIZ 

YEA...

pejam celik pejam celik.. daa nk strt kolej lg.. aku hrap aku akn rse smngat nk g klej haha.. yea esk permulaan bg sem 1 aku pda thun 2011 so aku hrap aku akn mulakan sgla-gla nyer dgn baek yea insyaallah. thun 2011 ini jugak mrupakan thun aku untuk pngambilan diploma. dn aku hrap aku dpt graduate dgn cemerlang nyer.. insyaallah smoga allah memberkati azam dn cita2 aku =) rsenyer yg tuu jew kowt aku nk cter nary smoga bertemu lg yer d next post.. check it out more from me AFI =D