:)

that's true i cakap i kasi kn u kawan dengan sape2 pun yg u nak lepas nie.. 
yea mmg i ckp gtu..  wlaupun i ckp gtu i x twu np i still cmburu..
 tp x pe lh i try to hide that's feeling so that kiter xkn gdo ppe lg :) 
wlaupun i twu i cmbru i tell myself she love me and i have to trust her :)

The Will of The Heart

There is a light,

Burning so brilliant,

Love so strong,

Within me,

It is so gentle,

Soft and glowing,

Yet so powerful,

That it can remove any darkness,

It can light,

A burning desire.

In my heart,

A love,

That can be never extinguished,

By any element,

Of doubt and fear,

Anything that comes near.

It burns together.

Only the love,

Is kept alive,

A love with many names,

But just one heart desire,

It is called,

A flame of love.

With the great love,

That I am becoming,

Brighter and be more lovely person.

As the sun rises higher,

I am getting stronger,

The most stronger to love you Atikah,

As the rain falls.

The loves dances,

And it never stop,

Glowing and growing,

To become the great of power,

In the will of the heart.

:)

You Shining My Life

I Will Always Remember You..

stiap bnde yg i lkukan sume nyer i akn ingt u.. i juz x ley luperkn u.. i sngt2 syg kt u.. will u understand tht.. i twu sume nyer da trlmbt untuk i brubah.. u x kn trme  i lg kn... lgpun skrg i mmg da rse yg i sngt2 da x lyak untk u.. mntak maaf sbab da bnyk luke kn hti u.. no matter wad happen i will always luving u.. wlaupn i  twu yg i x kn prnah dpt u alek.. i hrap u epy lpas nie.. maafkn i sbab x dpt bhgia kn u.. ape yg i wt sume nyer akn wt u cdey.. jd i mmg x lyak untuk u.. u will hve a gud guy after this.. not me.. bye..

Felt Very Down

hmm u twu x i prlukn u untuk sempurnakn hdup i? tp kblkngan nie u asik x de ngn i.. kiter da jrg contact criusly i miss u.. u keep saying u miss me.. but wad u do? if u really miss me u will spend your time with me.. but now u not do that.. i felt really disappointed.. dulu u x prnah luper kn nk wish gud luck for my exam? but now u forget.. ok i know everybody will forget sumthing.. but my exam same as ur exam date? how can u forget.. hmm x pe la nk wt cm ne kn da luperr.. i x de smngt taw biler u x wish ppe kt i tmbahan plk u tdo awl gyler mlm sblm i exam tuu.. u, i nk spend my time with u... tp i x nmpk pn mcm u nk spend ur time nan i.. i fhm u busy with ur poly.. i pn busy jgk tp pndai2 la bhgi mse.. dn't make me like this.. cn u spend ur time like i spend my time for you? spe lg busy skrg nie? i yg exam bsar thun nie.. tp x de la mcm u.. ntah uh i x twu la nk ckap pew lg.. u pndai2 la fkir n fham2 sndri ye bye. 

I Miss You..

hmm u twu x i rndu u sngt? tyme biler yg kiter nk msej klau asik trtdo jew.. siang asik sbuk nan kls.. mlm tdo awl sempat msej jp jew.. u cm x rndu i pn kn.. x pe la i twu la skrg nie u epy kn nan kwn2 u.. x de i pn x pe.. x pe lh wish u epy all d tyme with ur friend bye.

I Want To ....

I Want To... 
                                         
                                           *see your smile every morning
                              *kiss you whenever I want
                              *hold your hands
                              *think about you all the time
                              *tell you how much I love you
                              *tell you how much I miss you
                              *and how much i don't wanna lose you

1,2,3 :D

ONE THING = 1
                         
                   TO DO = 2
                                            
                         THREE WORDS = 3 
                                  
                               FOR 
                                       YOU


                         
                             

Sooo Cuteee

     MY HUNEY REALLY CUTE

I LOVE YOU

                       I LOVE YOU ATIKAH

You Know That I Love You..

i hope u know tht i really luv u.. maafkan i.. bkn mksd i nk wt cm nie.. wad tht i read it really scratch my heart.. i dn't know wad cn i do anymre to frget about tht..


mne mngkin i bnci u.. u lh org yg plg i syg.. smpai biler2 pn i ttap syg kt u.. i x tpu syg.. i terlalu cntekn u..
tp np.. tp np sume nie jd..


i really hope tht God take away all my memory so tht i can foget about tht..
why.. why it so hard 4 me to frget about tht..
pleaz get out from my mind i beg u my bad memory..
pleaz fly away from my mind n never return back..


maafkn kn i da wt u cdey.. bkn 2 mksd i..
u x twu ape yg i rse skrg.. dan u x kn prnah twu n u x kn prnah fhm..
i pn da x twu lg cm ne nk pjuk hati i..


ape yg pnting i nk u twu yg i slalu cntekn syg..
i luv u.. i luv u so much..


To: My Own Heart
pleaz.. i beg u heart.. pleaz get better for ur owner's.. i need u to get really better for my life n for my love..
pleaz.. help me to eraser all that bad memory.. i dn't need that bad memory anymore.. cause it will make my heart broken again.. pleaz get out bad memory...

I Give You Wad You Want

firstly, i nk mntak maaf psl smlm i twu i x ptot mrh2 u.. i'm really sory 4 that.. lps nie i jnji x kn mrh2 u lg psl ape2 pn.. psl i mmg x de hak nk mrh u pn kn.. yea juz like u say i nie bkn suami u pn tunang pn bkn kn.. so x pe lh.. 

u nk bebas kn.. so now i give u wad u want.. i x kn amek pdli lg psl ape yg u nk wt lps nie, u ley blek pkl brp jew yg u nk x de spe nk cntrol lg n juz g ok mne2 yg u nk g i x kn mrh lg lps nie.

 

i'm really sory i twu prngai i nie bruk suker mrh2 u kn.. tp i pn ade prsaan jgk. i twu i slah i ptot dmrahi oleh mama u. i x ksah spe2 pn yg nk tegur prngai i klau untuk ke arah kebaikan i x kn mrah.. but wad ur mum say really make me feel down.. jgn mntak i lupekn sume 2.. jgn sruh i jgn amek hati psl ape yg mama u ckp 2.. sbab mmg i da KECIK HATI sngt2 da biler mama u ckp gitu. 

i sdar dri i nie spe i nie bkn yg trbaek pn kn. tp mmg x de pn pt dnia nie yg PERFECT.. i x twu lh nk ckp ap lg.. ape yg i ckp mmg da x de mkne nyer d mte u kn.. 

maafkn i klau lpas nie i x ley jd AFIZAN YANG DULU LG.. i will chnge n pleaz dn't ask me after this why i'm change.. i juz gve u wad u want.. u want free rght so i give u.. after this juz do wad u want.. i never angry anymre.. n i x kn amek twu lg ppe psl u klau itu sememangnye yg u nk dri i.. i mntak maaf....

I Miss You..

i rndu u sngt2.. tp u wt x twu jew kn.. u x nk cntct nan i.. i cdey sngt.. i juz nk mlwak td.. np nk mrah2.. bkn i wt dosa besar pn u nk mrh2.. da 2 i ajk syg on9 alek syg x nk.. hmm nmpk sngt kn syg x nk cntct nan i.. x pe lh.. nk wt cm ne kn da org x nk.. x ley pkse.. but i want u to know tht i miz u so much.. i x ley stop fkir psl syg.. td i nk chat baek2 nk srnok2 bkn gni.. x pe lh klau syg mrh i rndu kt syg..  sbab 2 x nk cntct kn.. i cdey sngt i twu lh i slalu x dpt bg ape yg syg nk.. i'm not the best.. tp jgn la wt i gni..i twu syg penat alek dri klej thanx lh sbab alek jb jgk untuk i.. tp jgn wt 2 sume lg klau syg rse x suke or rse beban biler wt sume 2.. i'm sory da susahkn syg.. i rndu syg sngt.. i asik tnggu jew biler la msej syg nk msok.. hmm k lh i mntak maaf klau u rse i slah.. bye..

My Huney You

eyh2 spe nie cm knal jew? hehe mstlh knal nie my huney yg cmel taw tgk2 cmel x dier? cmel cg!! hahahaha sjak biler aku jd cg? ntah aku pn x twu hehe


nk twu x ny huney nie baek,caring, klaka cmel, lawa sume nyer lh yg aku suker ade pt dier
aku mrh rtaw spe2 nk ngorat dier nnt aku karate aru twu klau kne nan aku nnt jln kang2 taw sbab sket.... hahaha huney u know rght sket ape? ish3 hehe


nk dpendek kn citer she's my evrthing and i luv her so much
juz be urself huney sbab i trme u seadenyer
i juz hve u in my life no other juz u my Garfield hehehe
cmel kn garfield i nie cm nk cubit2 jew pipi dier yg putih tuu
nk ggt pn ade taw eyh2 da2 jgn nk lbh2
nnt x psal2 ika x ksi msok bilek haha
Lastly i luv u my huney! see u tonite mmuuaahh! =DDD

I'm Eppyy! =DD

kini hari menjelang hari saat hidup ku semakin indah ditemani cinta yang berbunga di dalam hati. sbnarnyer tdak dpat aku gmbarkan betapa gembira nya aku stiap kali brsma dgan si dia. Mngkin dlu aku x twu ape itu maksud cinta sbnar but know i know it thanx huney 4 give ur heart to me i appreciate it very much..

hmm how my life if u're not wit me anymore?? i dn't want it to happen again.. perkara yang paling i sesali ialah bila i tinggalkan u.. dan itulah perkara plong bdoh prnah i wt maafkan i.. i jnji itu x knberulan lg syg.. sbab skrg i da sdar betapa sakit nyer hati ini bila khlangan u.. btpa susah dn sunyi nyer hdup nie tnpa khdiran u..

now i'm eppy i have u back 

thank God to give u in my life

u're my sun that shining my day

u're my flower that make me fresh all the day

u're the my water that chill me every sec in my life 

and the most important is u're my heart that always beat in my body

do that i will stay alive with our love 

Thanx Huney =)

ok post kli nie adlh untuk aku ucp kn terima ksih berjuta jutax10000000000000000000 pt ika garfield hehe
 syg thanx ye psal slalu ade ngn i.. i hargai tuu sngt2.. thanx jgk pgi td syg da tenang kn i.. bkn hnye pgi td taw 24 hrs my huney nie sntiase tenang kn i =) u know when i hear ur voice i felt very epy n comfortble u make me always smile all the day =) 


thanx da selalu doakn i dlm sume hal.. u know berkat doa syg skrg nie sikap pemarah i da krg i hrp i pn ley jd seorg yg sbar dlm sume hal.. u're the best n perfect gurl tht i ever have thanx 4 cmplete my life n thanx u hve gve me chance to enter in ur heart =DD i promise huney once time i enter in ur heart n then i will never out from ur heart. i will always be wit u in ur heart n ur mind. u're the great love memory tht i will remember for the entire of my life. 


bnyk sngt da syg wt untuk i.. n i terharu sngt.. u da bnyk sngt brubah da jd lbih matang dan lbh twu tntang ape yg prlu kiter wt dlm hbungan nie. i syg u sngt dn i hrp hbungan kiter akn stiase bhgia =) yea bnar org ckap pnglaman tuu wt hdup kiter brtmbah bermkne alhamdulillah sume nyer dlm keadaan baik =) 

The Coin Of Life

                                                             

                                                              light and darkness,

                                                              black and white,

                                                              left and right,

                                                              right and wrong,

                                                              good and bad,

                                                              win and lose,

                            smile and frown,

                            laugh and cry,

                            give and take,

                            true and false,

                            honest and cheat,

                            pain and join,

                            success and failure

                                                                      life and death,

                                                                      are two sides,

                                                                      of the coin of life,

                                                                      each flip,

                                                                      make a different,

                                                                      do not make,

                                                                      each sides equally strong

                                 stick closer,

                                 to the side of truth,

                                 be in favor of life,

                                 when the coin flips,

                                 you know which side,

                                 that it will land.

Finally!

yea da lmer aku x updte blog kn? cian gf aku tnggu lme aku x updte2 blog pn kter nyer..
hehe so skrg i da updte la syg! da mju pn haha..


so yea nk citer psl ape eyh? x nk lh citer psal exam..
wt susah ati n pening kn pale jew kn3


nk citer mstlh bnde yg bez2 wlaupn sume bnde dlm hdup nie  bkn sume nyer indah kn?
but we try to make our life be a prefect wonderful life =DDD wahhh... hehehe


yea aku epy nan hdup alu skrg nie coz stiap ari aku dtemani oleh gf ksayangan aku
x trse plk da 15 bulan rupenyer aku nan dier =))


menjalani khdupn nan dier sngt bhagia shngga aku x sdar msa pantas berlalu
aku hrap msa aku nan dier x kn abes smpai byler2
dn aku nk rse bhgia nie smpai aku nan dier dpt ank,cucu,cicit taw3 hehe insyaallah =)

I WILL MARRY YOU =DDD

in our life it must sure that all of us want a great n wonderful life right? 
same as me and also same as other people =))
perkahwinan itu pelengkap kbahagian dlm khidupan jd sbgai seorg mnusia aku jge ingin mlengkapkn kebahagiaan dlm hdup ku =) yea bukan sume bnde dlm khidupan kiter ini manis2 belaka ade kla khidupan kiter ini manis sperti madu ade kla nya pula pahit sperti hempedu.. 


but in our life we have to try to get tht happiness to brigten our life =)
yea but must remember we juz plan ALLAH yg menentukn sgla nyer =)
in my heart i always say pleaz let me marry her coz she d one who cn mke my life full of happiness
n i promise i never let her go coz she is my evrthing
i can't smile withaut her


ini hasrat ku syg ini niat ku
ingin aku menjadi kn drimu peneman hdupku di kala susah dan senang
bersama-sama stiap detik dn wktu mnjlani khidupan yg penuh dgn cubaan
semoga allah memberkati niat ku ini =D


I WILL MARRY YOU AS SOON AS POSSIBLE HUNEY!!!!
                WAIT YEAH!!!!

Day From Day =DD

u want to know sumthing?? ask me lah haha..
kay2 this post is 4 my huney miss ika hehe.. yea acctually mmg kebanyakan sume post aku untuk dier =DDD


what i talk is come from deep in my heart.. nie bkn rekaan tipuan semater2 ini adalah kebenaran EEWWWAAAHHH cm pengarah fact lh pulak hehe..


kay straight to the point i want u to know from day to day cinta i pda u mkin menebal syg.. i semakin bahagia biler brsme nan u 


i rse bersyukur wlaupn da bnyk kli kiter gado tp smpai skrg kiter msih bertahan CONGRATS!!  u want to know i proud to be with u huney


i twu x de stu org pn pt dnia nie yg perfect but i think u're so PERFECT!
thanx 4 always be with me.. i hargai tuu sngt2 thanx jgk coz slalu aderr tyme kiter senang n susah.. u lah psangan yg i cri slme nie n now
I FOUND IT!!! I REALLY HEPPY 4 THAT!!!!


THANK YOU ALLAH 4 SENDING HER FOR ME THANX SO MUCH =)))

Alahai Nak Kene Berbaik Nan Justin Bieber Ke???

haiyoo my gf very merepek uh ade ke nk sruh baek2 nan JB????? 

hehe sory miss ika, JB is not my geng haha so x nk lh baek2 nan dier =ppp

haha mepek2 x abes2 eyh asik suke dier jew baek lh awk suke pt gay 2 ape nme nyer??? haahh... ADAM LAMBERT hahaha

ish3 gasak syg lh ye nk suke spe asl kn tetap suker i hehehe

I LUV U SO MUCH SYG! 

TATA TITI TUTU HUA3 jmpe syg mlm nie yer kroohhhhh!!! =DDD

Ape Daa Mat Rep Jew Eyh Miss Ika Nie =))

ATTENTION!!!  sumbody pleaz help me!! ika aku da gyler nengok vid bancho daa.. ish3 hehe awk2 drpda awk nengok dier 2 baek awwk nengok sy nie kn mcm tgk patrick hahaha NO LINK lh pulak SORRY!! hehe..

   

haha x pe lh if my ika nie suke sngt tgk vid bancho 2 mngkin dier nk stdy cm ne nk jd minah rep agk nyer???? hahaha juz joking huney =DD

x pe2 nnt aku pn nk kne suker nengok vid bancho lh nie untuk jd

SEHATI N SEJIWE nan my miss ika hehe 

ok all sis n bro yg 2 jew kowt tp ade lg next post yaw! thanx =ppp

EPPY 14 MONTH ANNIVESARY !!

u know i never forget this date hney da lmer rupenyer kiter duer bez sngt taw biler i nan u brsme =DDD

i dn't need anyone else to be in my life xcpt u my love u're my evrthing!

 I SWEAR I FALL IN LOVE WITH U MY PRINCESS !!!!  even i late wish this today but i always remember that today is our day! hehe.. so EPPY 14 MONTH ANNIVESARY BABY !! i luv u so much!!!

 may god let our love last forever huney i always pray for that AMIN.. =))

PADAN MUKE GARFIELD!! =DDD

hahaha cian2 bez btol aku kne kn ika nary hehehe.. abes fb dier hahaha.. syg2 let d whole world know that u're super cute garfield!!! heehehe..btw i'm sory if u angry hehe but i know u not angry rght??? u wnt to know? so i tell u lh haha.. i suke sngt  taw kcau syg coz syg nie comel sngt.


hehe i suke kcau syg jew taw org laen i xkcau sbab x cmel mcm syg haha.. x de lh klau org laen cmel pn i x nk kcu coz i da de tunang taw lagiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii gilerrrrrrrrrrr comellllllllll tawu x??? hehehehe jd ksimpulan nyer my heart,my mind.my lung,my kidney,my brain, my nose,my ear,my mouth,my eye,my finger even my tuuuttttt! all is ur mine! hehehe 


jd i xkn g pt spe2 selain dri g kt u syg coz u're d one who i luv so much!! mmuuaahhh! thanx 4 reading all my reader hehe prsan lh plk spe yg bce ntah hahaha ok eppy holiday life ur life babe! 

I REALLY HOPE U WILL UNDERSTAND..

i dn't know wht suppose i write rght now.. i also dn't know what's my feeling right now.. i'm sory.. i know u boring with me.. but i never mean to make u boring honey.. i'm very busy stdying this year.. i go to college for study not for meeting other gurl.. why u dn't trust me.. i never lie u.. all the time i know is i always want to be with u.. but i dn't know what's in your mind? 


did i had do sumthing wrong before with u? the question is WHY U DN'T TRUST ME??? CAN U TRUST ME AS I TRUST YOU BEFORE?? i know.. u have no confident with me.. i really know that..but i keep quite.. i never ask u.. coz i dn't want we fight again.. this year i try to change for u.. for our relationship.. but u dn't see that.. i dn't know what i want to say anymore.. 


all my words juz a rubbish for u.. no point for what i;m talking about.. it juz waste ur tyme hear for my words.. reading all my writting.. yeah i know that really waste ur tyme for hear this words again and again.. but what should i say?? i dn't have the power to change all this life.. u think i like to live my life like this??


 i never ask Allah to make this thing happen.. i never ask to born as busy like this.. the things that always ask from Allah is i want 
to be eppy with my my sweetheart and to spending all my time juz for u.. that was what i ask evryday from Allah.. ATIKAH


u also say.. trust is the main the of the relationship.. now why? why u dn't trust me? why dn't u understand me?? i really hope u understand me.. all i do is for us.. for our future not juz my future.. that the really thing i wn't u to understand..but.. nevermind.. if u already boring with me.. 


i know i cn't make u eppy.. juz find other boy that u always cn meet him,,pleaz forget me n go find other better boys that will make u eppy.. not find the stupid boy like me..i'm sory for not make u eppy.. n i'm sory for hurting u.. but.. believe me.. i never mean that.. gud bye.. 

MY FIRST DAY

yo sume! hehe.. k nary aku nk cter lh first day aku pt kolej untuk thun nie uh x kn thun lps plk hehe.. style x koley aku bkak sme nan tarikh bdak2 bkak skola? bgos2 hehe.. so aku pn dpt lh rse sme cm diorg cumer aku nie laen skit lh sbab aku da abg2 yg diorg aru adk2 hehe suke hati aku jerr ckp org adk2.. tp btol pew kn3?? haha k uh back to the point yea nary start kolej x de lh gempak sngt biase2 jew.. 


aku cdey uh aku da pndah kls laen lh plk.. yea mmg aku move to better class tp rse cm x bez plk tnggal kwn2 lmer yg aku da biase sme2 kn.. tp x pe lh my FIANCEE IKA told me that's common for the first day right?? lmer2 aku biase lh tuu n lmer2 ntah2 tp kwan bru bez2 lg smpai  da x nk blek rmh pew nk g kolej jerr haha that my fiancee words lh kn3 syg? hehe..yea aku pn harap gtu lh..


 aku hrap sngt aku dpt sesuaikan dri scepat yg mngkin =)  aku rse itu jerr kowt cyter aku nary lgpun kn mmg x bnyk lh aku nk cter aru first day kn.. so aku hrap2 hari2 yg akn dtg akn jd lebih gempak dn gerek wt aku insyaallah =) gtg now all. read my next post yea by: SYED AFIZAN HAFIZ 

YEA...

pejam celik pejam celik.. daa nk strt kolej lg.. aku hrap aku akn rse smngat nk g klej haha.. yea esk permulaan bg sem 1 aku pda thun 2011 so aku hrap aku akn mulakan sgla-gla nyer dgn baek yea insyaallah. thun 2011 ini jugak mrupakan thun aku untuk pngambilan diploma. dn aku hrap aku dpt graduate dgn cemerlang nyer.. insyaallah smoga allah memberkati azam dn cita2 aku =) rsenyer yg tuu jew kowt aku nk cter nary smoga bertemu lg yer d next post.. check it out more from me AFI =D